I'm getting crazy!

Dear Ex, I hope I know what's inside in your heart. I want to know wether you do love me sincerely or not. I want to know wether you're serious to having a relationship with me or not. Honestly I'm not trusting you because you keep ignoring me. When I'm asking bout our relationship you will change the topics. Everyday I'm cried bout you and I'm sick of it! If you do serious with me PLEASE say it. I don't care if you want to just being a friends with me but PLEASE don't make me hoping on you because it will make me getting crazy! I'm serious okay :(